Monday, 18 August 2008

  • Hi once again to my long-abandoned blog!

    I feel so weird blogging, but felt like doing it, so

    Days have flew pass like minutes, it's now only a few more weeks to Os. I don't know if I'm prepared or not, but I'm constantly reminding myself that it's coming soon.

    Prelims are in a week's time. Scary.

    Things have changed, very much. But I'm comfortable with things like that. In fact, more than comfortable.

    Can't wait for Os to be over though. Even though after that I'll probably miss studying for Os and will probably feel very empty. But still, I'm sure the freedom will be absolutely sweet! Then, I can finally stone without feeling guilty. Stoning is the new hobby I've adopted this year.

    Oh, and English oral is over. I should be happy. I was just rejoicing that day, because like, no more oral. But I just realized, there is still Japanese oral, which is like probably the worse. Damnnnnnnnnnnn, I need to buck up for my Japanese. Seriously, I want to do all I can for this prelims. Actually, I always have motivation to do well for Japanese, but it just never comes to action. I wonder why. Even when I put up all the vanguard stuffs, I don't even look at them. And when I realize prelims is coming, I try to look at them, but like, I just don't. Besta goddess has been used more for English than Japanese. It was definitely not a waste of money, because it really is very useful, but it's just not serving its intended purpose.

    Then sometimes I feel like maybe I should just give up my Japanese, since it's like pretty hopeless already. And I might as well concentrate my energy & time to my other subjects. But, I don't like letting myself down. But then again, I don't even know whether I'm good at Japanese, or not. I mean, it's undeniable that I'm like the joke in class. Whatever I say sounds like nonsense, I know that too. Like, I feel like I'm talking nonsense. And it's not like I don't want to say something smart-sounding. It's just, I don't have anything smart to say. And I find myself the only one without the answer during listening compre. BALLZ. Where has the person who got 89/100 for Japanese overall in Sec 1 gone to.  I wonder, I always do.  I am going to study for Japanese. I will. I will. I will. Brainwash, brainwash.

    And, I got my swivel chair, very happy

    I should be typing "I got my shelf too, very very happy" now. But the Ikea guy just had to deprive me of my joy by typing in the wrong colour.

    And I have been sleeping a lot these few days, which is good. (Even though I should be spending my time studying I know) But, at least I don't spend my whole day stoning now.

    I finished all my Physics notes. I have about 5 chapters left for Chem. 3 chapters left for History. SS.. don't really know how much more. Maths I'll have to practise Statistics, Differentiation & Integration more. The rest I think I get the rough idea. What else. Mmmmm, English & Chinese, nothing much I can do, except get all the format right. Japanese......... .. . . .. .

    Ooooooh laptop, laptop, I want my laptop. But I'll miss my desktop too. I like my keyboard. >: ( But my desktop's been dying on me.

    Okay, don't feel like blogging anymore.

    I  how things are.

     

    Last thing I want to say to myself: Please buck up on your Japanese, please.

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