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Friday, October 16, 2009

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 16:03:52 GMT

PMS is the most horrible senseless thing in the universe.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 15:45:23 GMT

Why is everything screwing up?

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 03:38:44 GMT

Mamma Mia is so freaking awesome. I've watched it like 3 times but it's still damn nice :)

Makes me think a lot about the future.

I don't want to worry about whether or not things will change anymore because you'll never know. I remember in St Nicks, the last sharing session, they made us write how we want ourselves to be in 5 years time. I wrote how I don't want to worry unnecessarily about the future and things that I cannot control. I randomly think about it, and I realize, I only learn this the hard way. Now I really stop worrying about the future, accepting that things will change but that's just how life is :)

I am happy now :)

I look forward to the future with you. I hope things stay this way, or get better. Thank you for coming into my life

Everything falls into place.

And it kicks so hard, it breaks your bones
Cuts so deep, it hits your soul
Tears your skin, and makes your blood flow
It's better that you know that love is hard

Love takes hostages
And gives them pain
Gives someone the power
To hurt you again and again

Friday, October 09, 2009

Fri, 09 Oct 2009 11:53:58 GMT

Today is quite a good day.

Woke up feeling aimless haha. Rolled around in bed at 8am until I fell asleep again. The next time I woke up was at 11.35am when my bro came to borrow money from me. Then I went to the living room to sit on the nice chair thinking about stuff for half an hour. Then I plopped on my living room floor with the pillow on the sofa and I fell asleep again (: Heh heh, the next time I woke up was at 2.35pm.

I was feeling very nyeh (BBF's word) because I had nothing to do!!!! Actually I can go and have a colouring competition with myself. Or I could have started doing decol notes. Or I could have went for CCAL conference (oops?) but I just didn't feel like doing any. So I just lay around feeling bored, aimless and frustrated.

Then I had no food!!!! Didn't feel like eating instant noodles. Didn't feel like ordering also, have been ordering food like for many days already, don't feel like eating fast food anymore.

So I continued lying around.

Then, I thought of a brilliant idea.

Hehe, so I decided to cook spaghetti for myself!!!!

Before cooking spaghetti, I had to clean up the stuff in the sink that nobody cleans since my mum is not at home. So I ended up cleaning the whole house. And talking to jessling on the phone at the same time because the lazy girl who was supposed to be studying for promos didn't feel like studying.

So, I had a clean house. Nice spaghetti. And I went to Taka with jess to get her lit book. At Taka, I had/bought a lot of nice food!!!! Hehehehehe, and I bought a nice notebook also, and nice rubber bands. Now I'm home with apple juice in the fridge (which is damn awesome because my fridge usually has nothing) and Ribena sweet :D

Hehehehe, and I'm wearing a pink top so that makes things awesome too :)

Honestly not looking forward to start doing council stuff/checking yahoogroups again. Need to quit piano but I can't bring myself to do it. (Lazy)

For now, I should just look forward to painting my room. And doing history notes for BBF.

I want a nice alarm clock.
I want new clothes.
I want to go to Daisol.
I want to watch a movie.

I can't camwhore because my camera is with my mum in Belgium/London sobs.
(I thought London was Paris or Paris was in London or something along those lines, my dad thought I was stupid.)

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 20:10:45 GMT

2 more hours heh heh, k time to sleep (:

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 18:38:00 GMT

You are like a wish come true.

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 04:13:29 GMT

I wish my room was something like that.

Can't wait to makeover my room though :D Although my room's a bit small, okay, very small. I'm sure I can make something nice out of it (:

I wonder if we'll ever shift (which is very possible considering the number of times I have shifted house because my mum loves shifting and designing houses, makes her very happy haha) to a bigger house with a super nice design. I always feel very jealous when i go to IKEA and see all the nice designs. But I can change my room to something closer to those now I hope (:

You think my mum will let me buy new furniture?

Next time I will work very hard, so that I can have a nice house :D

Hehe, I think a nice house makes up like 65% of my happiness. And a nice family to make it a nice home of course.

I WANT AN AWESOME (small) ROOM!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 11:04:36 GMT

Awesome songs make me happy.

Sitting at Raja block stoning, playing soccer (I'm freaking good) and running around wolverining makes me happy hehe.

I can feel the end of promos coming near :D

BBF, you know what we have is unshakeable. You know I'll always be here for you through everything. You know you can tell me anything, everything. You are the only person I'll say, "What will my life be without you?" to very surely, knowing that I mean every word I say. To me, you'll always be whole. I'm always on your side. Always.

I love my happy playlist.
I am going to dl more nice songs.
I love BBF.
I love you. (4 u .^^)

And though my edges may be rough,
I never feel I'm quite enough.
It may not seem like very much,
But I'm yours.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 15:55:11 GMT

Wish I could make you mine.

Somehow it doesn't feel right.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 15:53:17 GMT

Why do I feel so numbed.